I have been home a week now and this is the longest I have been home at one time in 6 months and boy does it feel good. I am pretty proud of myself because I have yet to spend an entire day sleeping, eating and watching TV. I have managed to be productive and spend real quality time with my family and close friends. I have decorated countless cookies, walked my dogs, finished my Christmas shopping, seen movies, eaten at my favorite restaurants, visited friends and family and okay, maybe caught up on some television. However, I have noticed that I am a much better blogger at school than at home. I tend to blog along side of doing homework, when I am in a very productive state of mind. Now that I am on a little break from school my mind isn’t quite as efficient. Hey! After getting straight A’s a girl needs a break!
What I have begun to realized is that coming home is a constant reminder of how long I have been gone. When I was a freshman in college it was much easier to stay in touch and keep up with things happening in my home town, 5 hours across the state. As i have grown older, spent my summers away from home and made a life for myself in Boone it grows harder and harder to stay connected and keep tabs on people. Many of my friends were either in Wilmington this summer or were back and forth between Wilmington and summer school but I was only home for a very small window of time, much of that was spent packing, unpacking and preparing to move into my apartment. My only mode of staying informed have been texts from my parents, letters i received in Maine or when something is posted on facebook. Over the past week I have used the expression, “ WHAT??? Why didn’t anybody tell me” numerous times and had to asked, “Who is that person?” because I hadn’t been around to meet new members of our church or additions to my friend group.
My Mom has assured me that this is a part of life and this is something everybody goes through. Despite this I still can’t help but feel a little guilty that i am missing out on some important milestones in lives of those who I grew up with. I have no intentions of moving back into my home town anytime soon and I am beginning to get a glimpse of some of the downsides of being a traveler. I now have so much respect for all of the bloggers out there living as expats in different countries and I think I might have some growing up to do before I graduate.
This has only made me appreciate this break even more. I have come to really appreciate Christmas parties (the ones i dreaded as a kid) because it has been so fun getting to see everyone. I always tell myself I will just drop by but this year I have found myself being the last to leave. I am feeling so much love and support from those who I have gotten to catch up with and even though I have been asked the same questions 100000 times I am thankful for my friends and their parents taking a genuine interest in my future.
I am home for about another week and I am very excited for Christmas, my mom has done a great job decorating the house….even without my sister and I. This will be my last post until after Christmas so Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you all a joyful day to celebrate a joyful season! It’s Monday and below are my Weekly Wishes for the nectar collectives week link up. ___________________________________________________________________________
1. To read my National Geographic December Issue: With exams and the holidays I really have not had the time…and sadly the desire….to sit down and read my December NatGeo. This is usually one of my favorite things to do each month but, once I set down my bookbag I haven’t picked it back up. This week I am hoping to hit my favorite local coffee shop and find some time to read it.
2. Help my sister with her Blog: My sister is a great writer and she wants to start a little blog about married life and her attempts at being the perfect hostess. I am no expert but she has asked me to help her get her blog going.
3. Sing my Heart out for Jesus: At my church’s Christmas eve service tomorrow night I am making it a personal goal to sing my little heart out because I haven’t gotten to sing classic Christmas hymnals at all this year so…Christmas Eve is my chance.